You did nothing to deserve this. You have nothing to apologize for. Listen,
my life has not been great since you left either. Guess what? I think about
you all day and all night too. When I think about you, it does not make me
smile. It makes me sad. You were so good to me, and I was an ass. But
maybe this is not you, and maybe I am barking up the wrong tree. Please
know that you are ever so important to me. My heart melts when I think
about you, about us.