Broken Hallelujah!

Cheers you did it! Six or so years and I am still hurt. Oh sure I've moved
on etc. etc. but still think about a friendship that once was, I thought we
understood each other in a way other lovers would never get. I would never
hurt you and in fact protected you so many times in the workplace, but you
lost all trust, thought I was out to get you, so you got me first! and how.
You brought the queen down off her thrown, congrats. You won! My career
will never recover. I am not usually bitter but when I think or talk about
this I am bitter. I know that is on me. I will work to recover and forgive
because those are my values.