I Think I've Had It!

I sit here and wonder what I did to deserve this. I've been with you for 3
years and nothing has changed from when we started. I cry often and hard
trying to find away for my heart to release all you've done. I can't shake
it, it's like no matter what you do. I always some how forgive. I want a
love, that everyone is jealous of. I want a love, that just with a simple
kiss on the cheek everything is perfect. I want someone to love me as much
as I love them. I would never do that to you! I would never hurt you
because you don't hurt those you love! You don't hurt people you care
about, you don't act like that. If you want to be single then be single,
don't drag me along for the ride. Yet although through all the pain and
tears, I stay! Why do I stay with someone who clearly doesn't love me? Why
am I staying with someone, who doesn't appreciate all I do, and how much i
love him! I'm scared of what could happen, but I'm to scared to let go! I
can't picture my life without you, but now I'm stuck with the decision of
being without you, or being miserable waiting for you to look me in the
face and truly love me without anything holding you back.