Bloglander

Thank you for for taking the time & effort in mailing my drivers license & health insurance card to my home you found in the Colbert area. Honesty & good-willed people are rare these days. Also the fact that you did it anonymously shows your humility also. Thank you again.

Here we are. Last year, our world was connected & we were headed for the stars. We HAVE been thru much and had life plans. However, we got derailed along the way and now are apart. And, yes, I do understand what you are going thru to get healed and well again: I am so very proud of you and your incredible work. Know too, that I miss you every day, love you dearly and am brokenhearted. "What teaching is it that I need in order to transform our distress into joy/wisdom"? Mahala

This comes 3 months too late. To say I wish I could go back & change things would be an understatement. There is no reason to forgive my cold behavior, I pushed you away & you left. I brought my demons from the middle east home with me & I wish more than anything that I could take that back. I miss you more than words can say & you cross my mind multiple times everyday. I love you my lil blondie & now that I can see how numb & stupid I was, I can't stand myself. You stuck with me through the deployment & were more than there when I came home, but I was checked out. 2 & a half years was not enough time with you, I wish I could wake up to you eating cereal before work in bed & hear the hmms just one more time. So a big fat JEERS to me for not having my stuff together & letting the girl I know I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with slip away. You will forever be my one & I'll always love you.

Jeers to the scum that screamed at me for letting my dog pee on his bush. If I knew that the bushes on your ghetto property were made of gold, I would have paid them more respect. You asked if I wanted you to come pee in my yard, chances are you probably already have. Watching you speed off in your ghetto ride & then getting stuck on the ice was great entertainment for me. I won't let my dog pee anywhere near you anymore. You should think about how you treat people. Karma can be a bitch.

A huge jeers to the mean & greedy parasite(s) that came into my garage during the night of Feb. 23-24, 2011 & stole my new Costco premium car battery out of my locked car. You were even nasty enough to take the bracket with the battery. That battery was paid for with money that I worked very hard to earn. I have been unemployed since Aug. of 2010, & the hardship you have caused on my already difficult life was enormous. I worked 14-16 hours each day on the job that I lost. I have been doing without heat & many basic necessities because without a job it is difficult to pay the bills. In order to continue my diligent search for work, I need a car. The cost of replacing the battery that you stole just means that I will have less to eat for many months or until I can find a job. The police, the recycling centers, & the companies that pay for used batteries (even though the one you took was fairly new) have all been notified. From the tracks you left in the snow, it is known which direction you came from to enter my garage. So, I am certain I know who you are, but I just cannot prove it. I hope you get caught before you can cause this type of hardship on someone else. At least do the right & honorable thing & reimburse me for the $158 that it took me to replace my new battery & to get my car running so that I can keep looking for work. You know the address, just tape it to the door of the garage or send it in the mail.

I am sick & tired of the many restaurants in Spokane that do not turn on their hot water in the bathrooms. Maybe your trying to save money, I'm not sure what it is but I don't care. Turn on the hot water! I have seen employees come in, use the bathroom & wash their hands with cold water. Hello? Disgusting! Hopefully the health department is reading this so they'll crack down on you scumbags!

South Hill. To the idiot that broke into my white pickup. Couldn't you use a better tool than a rock? And why did you leave that Oneida butter knife behind? What cost me lots of money & aggravation will come back 10 times worse to you. I guess you're right, I shouldn't have parked on the road where there was glass about every 50 ft from vehicles previous to mine being broken into,  probably by you! You just wait.

Understanding just hit me like a freight train. For the 2 years that I've struggled to form a meaningful connection with you, for all the months of sleeping together & being evasive & going out with "friends"— I've finally realized that nothing will ever come of it. 3 little words that I always thought were a cliché are now mine to say: You used me. And, sadly, I took it. Because you're glorious & I had the vanity to think I'd be the one to finally earn your trust. The punch line to this two-years-in-the-making joke: I love you. I do. Because I know you, a richly complete human being, amazing & faulty. I see you. I see a man fighting his unfair past & unsure future. A man who moves through the world like a god of creation & destruction, spreading beauty with one hand & devastation with the other. I send a prayer not to you, but to all the ever-hopefuls in your orbit, all the women who never hear no & never hear yes. I can't allow you to waste my time anymore.

Jeers to all the people who rushed the stage at the Melissa Etheridge concert & stood there for the last half of the concert in the isles, blocking all the people who paid good, hard-earned money for those seats. Hope you enjoyed the show at the expense of those behind you!

I was not one of the "imbeciles" that responded to your "well constructed trap" but felt compelled respond to point out your " blaringly apparent" lack of self worth as evidenced by your blatant need to inflate yourself with superiority over others in an attempt to further your grandiosity. Narcissists defend feelings of inadequacy through attacking others so they can manufacture a momentary feeling of being better than everyone else. It never resolves the true inner void, does it, asshole?