You know who you are, the new beautiful mom who thinks she can have
everything go her way. It has been over two years and you still try to
pursue "the one that got away", the one whose heart you broke with your
selfish acts, the one who finally moved on and found a special love, the
one who is finally happy. You see that happiness and you wish you were part
of that happiness, but everytime you contact him, that happiness goes away.
Leave him alone, stop playing games. Move on and find your own happiness,
you have a beautiful newborn, focus on your own life.