Bloglander

Hi I''m beep and I'm an addict, unfortunately a clean addict and therefore
unable to drug myself numb into a blackhole of emotion. That being said,
I'm writing this to thank you for allowing me to experience feelings of
shame, anger, sadness, regret, happiness, and love again. I am genuinely
grateful. Before you, I'd only been in relationships based on lies and
lust. However, that does not excuse my actions in our relationship or the
pain that ensued. For that I am truly sorry. Ironically, all the respect
you must have lost for me over the course of our relationship I have
inversely gained for you. I admire you for breaking up with me despite how
much you care because your wellbeing was suffering. You are the best thing
that's ever happened to me. I am finally aware of how my actions affect
others and the importance of honesty. I hope you end up with someone that
makes you the happiest man in the world, maybe even me someday. Cheers to
you my love!