Handsome man. You know who you are if you remember that this is what I
called you. I have had this on my chest for over 6 months now. I feel like
you stole my heart. I would like so much to have it back. You wasted 3
years of my life. You do not care about anyone but yourself. I have done so
much for you and your family, and yet at times I feel like I can't breathe.
Someone else deserves my whole heart. I can't believe that I would have
invested my whole life to you. Our anniversary is coming up and my stomach
is in balls. I remember when we were on our way to your sisters after a
wedding that we went to, you stoped the car and made me kiss you because it
was the new year. This is not easy for me. This sucks, because you are a
jerk, and yet I miss you at times. I just want to say I hate you handsome!
You hurt me and I will never forgive you. I just needed to get this off my
chest. You will never read this, but at least I might be able to stop
crying over my broken heart.